i am in great difficulty at the moment. i married my cousin 4 years ago. since our marriage we have had major problems in our lives. we love eachothr very much. and as the time goes the love for eachother increases…..
but why do we have soo manny problems….? i do not know wht to do…i feel like dieing…..
i have lost 2 beautiful babies in 3 years. i have no problems during pregnancy but as soon as they are born they have major problems. both my babies lived for 10 days and then they passed away. with my first child Rihanah THEY DETECTED THE PROBLEM TOO LATE SO THEY COULDNT DO ANYTHING BOUT IT. and with my second child Aaisha they detected the problem as soon as she was born. the doctors treated her and she was getting better but on the 9th day she became very serious all of a sudden.
i feel very lost. some people say that i have someting evil with me and that is not letting my babies survive. can that be true?what shall i do?i know life is a test and Allah is testing me all the time….but why do i keep failing?is this my punishment?i have asked Allah for forgiveness….but i feel like Allah will never forgive me. what shall i do?please help
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