I have heard that we are not supposed to look up inside the Kaaba, does me seeing the sidewalls of Kaaba entail sin?

1. No, it is not a sin to see a picture of the sidewalls and top of the Ka’abah.

2. How can a person ever think of being independent from Allah. Ponder on the following: Did a person come into existence all by himself or did Allah create him? Was a person not a drop of impure water? Who transferred the water into the womb of the mother and caused fertilization to take place? How did the foetus take different forms and shapes in the womb? Who fed you when you were in the womb of your mother? Who put your love in your mother’s heart to take care of you after birth? Whose air do you breath to survive? Did you ponder on every piece of bread and morsel of food and all its components? Did you get all of it yourself? Could you even create one grain leave aside the thousands of grain you already ate. Who makes the food go down the throat? Who makes the food digest? Who makes the body function? A person can never do anyone of the above. Then how can he feel independent from Allah Who does everything. If a person wants to know his reality, then ponder on what comes out when he relieves himself – urine and excreta. Then how can he have pride.