Q: I need to ask a question. I am at a young age. I want to learn so much about my deen and get close to Allah but I don’t know what’s happened. I’ve been watching a lot of porn and every time I watch it I have to take ghusl and in the ghusl Khana I get a lot of wasswas while making fard ghusl that’s why I do all these odd ways to make all the hairs wet but when I finish my ghusl I get extreme thoughts like your going to go hell because your ejaculated by watching porn and this ghusl is not correct that you have made and all that fard ghusl is all I think about every single day. Thats all I think about 24/7. I need help.
A: If you had washed your entire body and gargled your mouth and rinsed your nose, your ghusal is valid. You should sincerely repent to Allah Ta’ala for getting involved in such grave sins and make a firm resolve that you will not repeat this in the future.
Refer to http://muftionline.co.za/node/4685 and http://muftionline.co.za/node/706
And Allah Ta’ala (الله تعالى) knows best.
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