Mufti sahib, most of the times my DUASS got acceptance….I feel so secure but at the same time my heart says that that kind of acceptance is not that good, and i feel that i am going towards my hearts desires, iam asking and praying only to get this world….and i feel i donot have anything…any good thing(naike) for akhrat.This feeling is so annoying….so disturbing….AT the same time,i presented one of my great Haajat in Allah`s darbar….But I am afraid that i asked so much from my Allah…..Will Allah grant me such satisfaction that i will satisfied with my present being,but Mufti sahib…. at the same time, i cannot let my heart be satisfied with my present conditions.I performed Saalat Tauba every night from a month, and i feel great change in my personality, but what can i do with my dissatisfaction, why i cannot cope with negative feelings.Will Allah forgive me for all this confusing attitutes?
Rasulullah (Sallallaahu Alayhi Wasallam) said, ‘Ask Allah for Aafiyah
(goodness).’
Your Du’aas being accepted and you being granted your wishes is Aafiyah from
Allah. If Allah did not want to grant you your wishes, nobody can force
Allah. Upon being granted your wishes, nobody can force Allah. Upon being
granted your wishes, you should make Shukr (grateful) and for that you will
be further rewarded by Allah Ta’ala in the hereafter. There is no reason for
you to be dissatisfied. That feeling is due to a misconception. Allah Ta’ala
says, ‘If you make Shukr, I will increase my favours upon you.’
and Allah Ta’ala Knows Best
Mufti Ebrahim Desai