Answered by Ustadha Raidah Shah Idil
Question:I got married in 200*. I thought I found the right guy. After a year or two, our love diminished. No sex, no communication, and no care.
In 200*, I met a Muslim guy at work and began dating him. I found all the qualities I was looking for in him. I am trying to get out from this relationship but he will persist to have me back again. What do I do?
I pray this finds you well. Dear sister, may Allah make this tremendous trial easier on you. I am so sorry that you were abandoned by your first husband, and that your current marriage is not a refuge for you. The solution is not to seek intimacy outside of marriage, but to always, always work within the boundaries of the Shariah. Allah places restrictions on creation out of love for us. Everything in the Shariah is designed to preserve life, lineage, religion, wealth and dignity. By being in this illicit relationship, you are harming yourself and him.
You are doing the right thing by deciding to end this affair. For as long as he is in your life, you are in a state of major sin. No man is worth the displeasure of Allah Most High.
“And do not even go close to Zina! Truly, it is a gross obscenity and an evil path (to go down).” [Quran, 17:32]
To help strengthen your resolve to end this affair, sit down and reflect about the consequences of your actions. Think of your son. Parents cannot teach their children what they do not have. Be a better example for him. How would you feel if your son found out about your affair?
What would you do if you fell pregnant with this man’s child? There is no quick-fix abortion solution for mistakes such as this. Please preserve what is left of your dignity, and walk away while you still can.
The man you are having an affair with is an adult and is accountable for his own actions. Allah will ask him on The Day of Judgement about the error of his ways. You are not responsible for his happiness or his actions. You are responsible for your own well-being, and your own actions. For as long as you allow him to, this man may continue to try to emotionally manipulate you into staying with him.
Well-meaning women are often trapped in cycles of destructive, secret relationships because of low self-worth. You were created to know Allah, to attain closeness to Him, and to return to Him in a state of goodness. Right now, your heart is consumed by this tribulation. Free your heart of this, and return to your Most Merciful Lord.
I pray that Allah grants you the strength to sever ties with this man. Even if it means moving to a different state, country, please do so. Your well-being in this dunya and akhirah is worth more than whatever this man can offer you.
1) Start with sincere repentance, and balance hope in Allah’s Mercy with fear of His Wrath
2) Cut ties with this man, but do not meet him in person lest your conviction waver.
3) Change your number and block his.
4) If he does not respect your decision, consider placing a restraining order to prevent him from coming near you again.
5) Consider moving cities, or even countries if necessary.
6) Seek individual counselling to help you recover from this affair.
7) Attend marriage counselling with your husband to salvage your relationship.
8) Reconnect with Allah through regular acts of worship, especially tahajjud
9) Go on umrah, or Hajj, and beg Allah for forgiveness and a clean slate
In the end, if your marriage is beyond repair, it is better for you to be divorced than to carry on like this. Remember that no matter how terrible you feel right now, all emotion is temporary. Make the right choices now and endure short-term heartache. After this pain, lies the pleasure of Allah, inshaAllah.
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Raidah Shah Idil
Checked & Approved by Shaykh Faraz Rabbani