بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
(Fatwa: 1443/993/L=11/1434)
There is no wrong if you do qurbani without accepting the meat, the qurbani will be valid. But the reason presented by you for not taking meat is unclear. Therefore, you should explain it and then ask the question again.
Allah knows Best!
Darul Ifta,
Darul Uloom Deoband
