Please suggest me I have read many religious books and gone for taleems as well as I want to believe good or bad comes. The continuous downfall in life is making me to believe my sister in laws bad deed is stronger. How do I make my belief stronger that I perform my salah, I am staying alone in foreign country with my husband, nobody speaks to me, alone whole day since 12 years, I start my salah than I am demoralized same lonely environment and hatred from everybody.
Answer
(Fatwa: 374/291/H=1434)
It is a satanic waswasa (whispering) that your bhabhi has done black magic or got it done by someone else. Do not develop ill thoughts on the basis of satanic waswasa. Recite surah al-Falaq and surah al-Nas 3-3 times with durood 3-3 times before and after and do the same practice before going to bed in the night.
You live alone and none meets you it is good for you for which you should thank Allah. Nowadays the meeting of women is not free from evils. Also keep on reciting the holy Quran and durood extensively. Also keep Fazail Amal, Fazail Sadaqat, Bahishti Zewar, Hayatul Muslimin, Talimul Islam with you and study them most of your time. You should prepare a timetable for tilawat, durood, study and house works and practice the same 24 hours. In-shaAllah, you shall observe its blessings sooner.
Allah (Subhana Wa Ta’ala) knows Best
Darul Ifta,
Darul Uloom Deoband