Am I being controlled by divorce thoughts?

Please read and give me some advice if possible. I am suffering from a lot of divorce thoughts which come to me without my WILL and without my INTENTION and due to these thoughts I am starting to think and worry a lot, which is taking the peace in my life away at the moment. I am finding it hard to concentrate in my prayers and in my day to day life. I have no INTENTION of divorce and love my wife a lot. At one point in my head/mind I was having a conversation with my wife, where she says “can/could you divorce me or are you going to divorce me” and I reply in my mind “yes”. (But this conversation did not take place with my wife, it was only in my head.) Later I couldn?t stop thinking about it and was worrying me a lot. So I decided to E-MAIL a Maulana and WROTE on the E-Mail that after this thought had come in my head , later on I was just thinking and recapturing this conversation in my head and I repeated it to myself verbally. But really I did not repeat this verbally. Just because I WROTE down in the E-MAIL that I did say this thought to myself verbally, when I hadn?t, would this be taken as a divorce? Please note the reason I WROTE in the E-MAIL to the maulana that I said this thought to myself verbally, was because so the maulana could explain what the ruling would be in case I had verbally said this thought to myself. Please reply. I have tried searching for a similar query, but couldn?t find. Jazakalla