Answer:
(Fatwa: 836/L=246/tl=1431)
Your dream is quite clear. The attention towards Almighty Allah and excess of istighfar causes deliverance from grief and ease at the time of hardship and difficulty. Carry on your practices and if you experience conviction after istikharah then take the oath of allegiance to the said shaikh.
Allah (Subhana Wa Ta’ala) knows Best
Darul Ifta,
Darul Uloom Deoband
