Q: A month ago I went to perform umrah. When I was at home and planning for umrah, I was feeling blessed and happy and I started crying whenever I think about Ka’bah and Roza of Rasulullah (Sallallahu Alayhi Wasallam). But when I really reach there, I cannot feel anything. I cannot cry there. I was really upset thinking that Allah is not happy with me that is why im not crying but then I think if Allah was not happy, He will not allow me to this holy place. But I am still upset. I don’t know what happened to me. It is unbearable.
And Allah Ta’ala (الله تعالى) knows best.
Mufti Ebrahim Salejee (Isipingo Beach)