Answer
(Fatwa: 468/362/H=1434)
Your dream indicates that you are lagging behind in saving your tongue and heart. The dream warns you that you must try to remove these shortcomings. Get the book: الاعتدال فى مراتب الى جال (Urdu) from any book depot in Deoband or Saharanpur, and study it extensively. And in case you are unable to understand any point in it then contact any local Mufti. In-shaAllah, it shall benefit you a lot.
Allah (Subhana Wa Ta’ala) knows Best
Darul Ifta,
Darul Uloom Deoband